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Go and sin no more

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 I'm sure everyone at some point in their lives have done, something disappointing and outrightly stupid. So I'm here to share my personal thoughts and experience. As someone who battled with the perfectionist syndrome I was shocked whenever I made a seemingly stupid mistake. Perfectionism was deeply embedded in me. I was expected to do an outstanding job or else anything else ain't valid. If I don't get perfect grades I did nothing and my slightly above average grades were overlooked. So I strived to do perfect in every area of my life. Obviously that is not attainable and I hurt myself over and over again. It took me so long to recover because I was my most brutal critic too. Itthought if I judge myself first,  when others do it. it won't not hurt. Guess what?  It hurt all the same. It took me forever to know that being kind to yourself is what increases my chances of doing better. Until I read and understood the story of the woman caught in adultery. And it downe...
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I kissed growth after the emergency

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Dear growth when did you get here? And Look at what you've done to me🥺. Lately I've been evolving and not in an abstract way. I resonate deeply with things now. I'm more intentional about everything. Things mean more to me then they did all my life. It took one perfect tragedy to cleanse my vision and align my focus. But this has been building up even before the operation. This year has been the very best of my life yet. In the most incredible way.  Life means more. Love means more. Family means more. Friendship means more. Success means more. Happiness means more and mostly peace and contentment means everything all at once, all of a sudden. It feels like I went in that theater one girl and came out another. It's no wonder I didn't remember my name. Maybe I wasn't confused as they thought, I just knew my life changed forever and my name wasn't  so important anymore. I opened my eyes to a blurry site   The beep beep sounds and all too bright lights. Too bri...
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The Father daughter relationship? Immaculate

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 Hey daddy. I have always wanted to be a daddy's girl. Mom is great and all. But a daddy's girl just to find out I have a daddy who's limitless🥺❤️🤝😭. A yearning fulfilled. You're such a ten but more.  Moreover, You continue to astound me as I get to know you and now I yearn to know you better. I want to know more of your word as I understand and become familiar with it. I can't believe I have entertained mediocrity for so long. I have been missing out. Having an actual relationship with you is an inestimable luxury. I have found the true essence of life is through knowing you. I now tasted satisfaction and peace that surpasses my understanding. I long to develop your nature. Jesus's character is flawless and you say through him that holiness too is available to me and I aspire to be Christ like. All I want to think about is you. Even when I'm not thinking about you it must be in alignment with your will for me. Please help me understand your motives and q...
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Feelings❤️🌺🌻

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 1. Realised a while back that I feel uncomfortable when people go out of their way to do nice things for me. I find being taken care of weird. I would say it's a first Daughter syndrome but I'm not even a first born. Yet I would receive gifts and acts of kindness with a stamp of reciprocacy weighing at the back of my mind. And whenever I can't give back with the same degree I would feel guilty...but I'm now learning to ask what I want and need. the worse case scenario is they say no. Will I die from a no abi? No!!  *I'm  starting to learn to allow people to show me love. I have such amazing people with a lot of love to spare ... So no ways. I'm letting people do nice things for me without feeling bad. The wonders of this journey and the beauty of life. Is I get to discover patterns and behaviors that are holding me back from living my beautiful life to the fullest and I'm learning to be intentional about changing them through Christ who strengthens me.  *Th...
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My mother's love my first love

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 Types of love I absolutely love.... A mother's love>>> It wasn't until my late teens when I started being intentional about my relationship with my mother. Affirming her and telling her the things that make me feel more loved by her.... But not forgetting to love on her....  And I don't even realise how it happened but my mother became my best friend.amd there's so many awesome things I didn't notice about her before. Like her calm aura.that now that we're both adults I can tell her absolutely anything she will remain unhinged. Like she probably freaks out internally but she always makes it safe for me to come to her about anything at all under the sun except maybe murder and abortion seriously The daughter mother love beyond the I love her because she's my mumis immaculate>>>>. Friendship will save any relationship and it bloomed my mom and I's...  I'm a very all or nothing person unfortunately I'm never lukewarm... And am ...
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Impact. We're here to make an impact

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 Absolutely nobody  Me:This thought has to go on paper immediately.. I promise as bulky as it's about to be its resourceful. Here goes nothing wish me luck 🥺🥺🤭okay here it goes... Many times I've heard many people say they don't know why God even created them (especially young people). I have watched people leave their lives to chance. I too have done it countless times. Living without purpose, without intention to be alive. Most times what can I do? but shake my head in pity... There's nothing you can say to change a person's mind who have given up on life. If you're unfortunately in this category. I got you because after all, I recognise this because I owned a pair of my own of those shoes you're in. It gets better with help I promise. The danger is. When you leave your life to chance, chances are you will have no chance to become the person you're meant to be. The saying  that "everything will work out in the end" is poorly understood and...
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my emotions, neither the window nor the mirror of the truth merely echoes and reflexes if what my mind perceives*

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  My allegiance is thy peace of mind ✨💆🏽‍♀️✨. I'm not my thoughts I'm the thinker. So Lord release all thoughts that don't serve me.. My feelings decitate how my life flows. - My feelings don't dictate the truth. * God's word defines my truth * 🤍. - Echoes of  WHT my mind perceives is what is alluded to be my feelings. - And at times.... - most times * my feelings are out of tune with thruth * so I plead with God to purify my emotions so they sync with your truth🛐.... In nothingness I hang🍃❤️ by the way the heading is  *  - Pally the poet❤️🤭
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